I have been really in a world wind of thoughts lately, my mind has been out there. I am recognizing that Yahweh really had to do a powerful work in me. I thought if my husband would just change and get on the same page as me then everything would be alright. As I have been letting the Holy Spirit guide me in all situations he has been showing how really immature I was. I have officially come off my high horse and realized that I have faults also( who knew). As a person you tend to look at all the things you are doing right and the other person is doing wrong and magnify the wrong and glorify your good. I rarely stopped to glorify the good because after all you would not be with that person if there were not things you loved about them. It is so funny how when you feel like you are being treated unfairly you can not look past the wrong to the good and wheather you know it or not you make some internal decisions that can really hurt your relationship.
I say all this to say that I am a work in progress and so is my husband, I have to be like Yahshua when he said those that have eyes to see let them see. No longer is my focus what I do so well and what he does not so well but that we are on one accord and Yahshua has broken down the middle wall of separation. I am my husband and he is me, we are one. The more I allow the Holy Spirit to lead me and guide me the more he will because we are one. The more I fault find the more he will because we are one. The more I have a great attitude in a not so great situation the more he will because we are one. The more I love him for no other reason than Yah told me to the more he will because we are one. Remember Yah is not mocked WHATSOEVER YOU SOW THAT YOU WILL ALSO REAP!!! The key word is WHATSOEVER............
Perfect love casts out all fear!!! I have purposed in my heart to fearlessly love my husband in all areas and situations. I am committing to living a care-free life, Jesus wants them anyway so he can have them. This revelation has given me freedom and now my focus is on my desired end and following the instructions to get there. I die daily to self because self is selfish. Now Yahweh's agenda is my only agenda, how sweet it is!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
It has been so long since I have blogged I don't even know where to begin. Well everything in my life is just going great. I have my sisters of POC in my life, relationships are being restored and some severed. I have learned that you really have to guard your heart with due dilligence and sometimes that means from family members. They seem to have the strange notion that if you are saved that is equivalent to being a door mat and you are just suppose to let things pass and not have an opinon. I have encountered that with 2 family members recently and one had the nerve to question my Christianity because I would not allow a certain thing. I just keep them up in prayer and go on about my business. Yahshua was so right when he said who is my mother and father except those that serve the Lord.
Yahweh has really been giving me visions about my house and I already know where it is and I have even been inside of it twice. I love this house and I know it belongs to me. Yahweh has had me decorating it already and added all the things that I want to it. It is a beautiful house and he recently gave me a revelation that I can pray for all the additions and renovations I want done to the house and have the people who live there now fix it up just the way I want it and then turn it over to me. That house is mine and I have already seen myself having my baby shower in the house so that I am declaring that is this year.
At my job the Captain came up to me and personally asked me to start doing the Acting Lieutenant again. I have not been doing it since last September. I know Yah had told me to start doing it again but I just didn't want to go back on a decision I had made so Yah had them come to me so I had no doubt that it was his hand moving in this. Yahweh is promoting me and they have no choice but to line up to his word and his promises to his children.
Church has been going vey well, I interviewed for a security position and I got the call today that I have been chosen to serve on the security team. The Lord is just moving his hand mightily on my behalf.
Oh my gosh I almost forgot last Saturday at church at the end of service I lead a girl into receiving the baptism in the Holy Spirit. I explained everything to her and she said she wanted to receive right then and Yahweh showed up. I was so excited, that was the first time I had done that and the Holy Spirit just helped me and get this the girl had been a member for 2 years!!! She did not have a clear understanding of it and thought it wasn't that important even though at the end of each service there is always an invitation to receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit. She said she had been praying for God to give her clarity and then here I come. I also had been praying for Yahweh to put people in my path that are hungry for his word and want to know him no more people who say that they are Christians but do everything contrary to the word. Both of our prayers were answered, Praise Yahweh!!!
Yesterday I got to fly around in a jet all day long on official business of course:). I believe Yahweh was opening my eyes to the things that he has in store for me and the body of Christ I already see myself chartering a jet and just flying wherever I want to. It was a beautiful experience and I am ready to have my days of heaven on the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yahweh has really been giving me visions about my house and I already know where it is and I have even been inside of it twice. I love this house and I know it belongs to me. Yahweh has had me decorating it already and added all the things that I want to it. It is a beautiful house and he recently gave me a revelation that I can pray for all the additions and renovations I want done to the house and have the people who live there now fix it up just the way I want it and then turn it over to me. That house is mine and I have already seen myself having my baby shower in the house so that I am declaring that is this year.
At my job the Captain came up to me and personally asked me to start doing the Acting Lieutenant again. I have not been doing it since last September. I know Yah had told me to start doing it again but I just didn't want to go back on a decision I had made so Yah had them come to me so I had no doubt that it was his hand moving in this. Yahweh is promoting me and they have no choice but to line up to his word and his promises to his children.
Church has been going vey well, I interviewed for a security position and I got the call today that I have been chosen to serve on the security team. The Lord is just moving his hand mightily on my behalf.
Oh my gosh I almost forgot last Saturday at church at the end of service I lead a girl into receiving the baptism in the Holy Spirit. I explained everything to her and she said she wanted to receive right then and Yahweh showed up. I was so excited, that was the first time I had done that and the Holy Spirit just helped me and get this the girl had been a member for 2 years!!! She did not have a clear understanding of it and thought it wasn't that important even though at the end of each service there is always an invitation to receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit. She said she had been praying for God to give her clarity and then here I come. I also had been praying for Yahweh to put people in my path that are hungry for his word and want to know him no more people who say that they are Christians but do everything contrary to the word. Both of our prayers were answered, Praise Yahweh!!!
Yesterday I got to fly around in a jet all day long on official business of course:). I believe Yahweh was opening my eyes to the things that he has in store for me and the body of Christ I already see myself chartering a jet and just flying wherever I want to. It was a beautiful experience and I am ready to have my days of heaven on the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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