Grateful

I am so grateful today that Yahweh continues to bless me and keep me. I am hearing from him more and more on a deeper level everyday. Today was an exciting yet hard day I had to tell my sisters in Christ that I was leaving the church we all go to. I have been pondering this for an entire week and not knowing how they would respond. I still don't know as I am writing this blog but one thing I do know Yahweh is stretching me and forming me into the woman he wants me to become. I love my sisters dearly and have not had such a wonderful group of female friends that serve such a purpose in my life. So right now I just praise Yahweh for his wonderful blessings that he continually places in my life. My husband and I are getting along great, I have had great oppotunities to witness to others and bless others. I realize that this life you live is not just for you but for Yahweh to flow things through you to other people. How great it is to be a connector and a distributor.

My Destiny

Yesterday I was able to take a look into my future and see that it is bright. I took two of my friends shopping and saw a transformation take place right before my eyes. They both listened intently to the things that I told them would work for their body type and lifestyle and image that they wanted to project. My friend Yadi told me the clothes made her feel happy and Rachael actually danced in her new jeans that fit her perfectly. This is what I was put here for, to make women feel great about themselves even if I have to start from the outside in. I am so happy this morning that through the gift that Yahweh has given me I am able to bring his name glory. His children are now dressed in splendor just like Solomon and their appearance commands attention and leaves you thinking.

Favor

I am so excited today I have really laid a hold of Yahweh's blessings and favor has been following me everywhere I go. Just to name a few: I went to get an estimate on how much my car would cost to get fixed and asked if the guy could just pull it out some so that it would not rub against the tire. I had been praying all the way there asking for Yahweh's divine favor and he gave it to me. The mechanic got some device and pulled the side of the car out that was smashed and told me to have a nice day. Later on that week someone brought me breakfast and lunch. I went to the grocery store and the lady told me that my milk was free because I accumulated points. I went shopping and I got to the register and 3 of my items were on sale on item was $20 and rang up $3.43. Praise Yahweh. I went to the verizon store because my phone lost it's charge after I charged it all night. I talked with the tech and he said I needed a new battery and I told them this was the first time this occured could he test the phone. He kept pushing for me to get a new battery, finally I said well how much is the new battery and he said $40. Then he said well I don't have it right now, I would have to order it. He said you know what just take this battery and keep your old battery!!!!! All he asked of me was to fill out a survey and give him the credit:) My Yah shall supply all my needs according to his riches in glory. I am empowered to prosper(blessed) and highly FAVORED!!!!!

Transition

I have been going through such a transition lately, I feel like I am on a merry go round. The days seem to just go by and I am wondering what did I do or accomplish today that is meaningful. I know this is not the case because I have purpose. What really struck me today is that I was suppose to be at bible study and all I could think about was going home and just being in the silence of my home. This is unusual for me because I don't miss a chance to be in church but, what I am realizing is that there needs to be more quiet time in my life. Fellowship is wonderful and I love it but to be really effective I need to spend moretime with Yahweh alone just me and my bible and the silence. I long and crave intimate meetings with Yahweh just to listen and sometimes just to be cradled in his arms. I believe it all boils down to being busy and accomplishing tasks does not satisfy my hunger to be closer to my Father. I just want to praise you Yahweh and give you honor and glory, for you are great, you do miracles so great , their is no one else like you. I could go on but I think this sums it up.

Where is Yah taking me

This Saturday we had a women's fellowship at my church. I spoke about self image and it really overwhelmed me that Yahweh trusted me enough to give a word to his daughters. I was extremely nervous but I got up there and did it anyway. I just had to give Yahweh honor and praise because he is worthy of it and also because he saw fit to use me. Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!

This Morning

I woke up this morning and thought I am going to blog today. Yesterday my husband and I were cleaning out the linen closet and I found my "lost" marriage license and a journal from 2004. Before I went to bed I read some of the entries and I was amazed to see how much I had grown and also how some issues still exist in 2008. Back then I was begging Yahweh for things and not standing in faith at all because I asked for the same thing everyday. I would start off with praising Yahweh and then the laundry list of things, and what amazed me was that I prayed for the same thing just in different words. I also started each sentence with Father please and these great declarations of faith only to come back to them again. What was even more funny is that these were actually prayers that I was writing out that would be two to three pages everyday and I never once opened my mouth. This book is full of prayers that were never spoken out.
It now brings the word to my mind that tells you, you have what you say, you have not because you ask not, say to the mountain be thou removed and cast into the sea, the power of life and death is in the tongue.
Oh!! but this morning I praise Yahweh that this way of thinking and praying does not exist anymore. I will not keep my mouth shut ever again, I will have what I say and I am in faith to believe for his super on my natural. I thank Yahweh and my great friend Karla for helping me to grow up. This morning I say I am blessed to be a blessing, Abraham's blessings are mine, I am redeemed from the curse, I have more than enough to meet other people's needs and I am usable and valuable to the kingdom of Yahweh. I am unstoppable and this morning I declare that I have been anointed to preach the gospel to all the world. That prayer writer is gone, celebrate with me on being a PRAYER WARRIOR that has on her full armor and knows how to use her weapons.

I have settled some things

I believe that the word of Yahweh is true and I am anchored in his promises. I have a covenant with him that he swore by himself because he could swear by no one greater. His promises were true before I knew that I even needed them. He does not change!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have laid hold of what belongs to me. If he promised it to Abraham: ME TOO!!!!!!! What ever the promise is: ME TOO because I am in the body of Christ.