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I just wanted to write something today not even sure what but I just had the urge to blog. I have been noticing things around me seem to be moving in slow motion and it is really weird. It is almost funny because it seems impossible to live in NYC and be slow. However I am beginning to appreciate quiet time and actually requiring it throughout the day. I believe that I am learning how to be still and know that Yahweh is working on my behalf at all times. Casting your cares not a new concept but one that I am operating in to another level. I just don't have any worries and that seems to worry me, how silly is that. You can be so conditioned to being busy and trying to figure out everything for the next month that you can't enjoy today. Well I am going to enjoy today and the next day and the rest of the week. Calm and at rest that is what I am.

Cleaning the House

This post is exactly what the title says, I am having a little bit of a challenge cleaning the house. Lately I have been working longer hours and then when I get home I just want to rest. In the meantime it seems as if clutter is just sneaking into my house. I really need help, I do not like to have cluttered space and I also don't like to spend all my time doing it. By the way it is 8:40am and I got up really motivated to clean so far I have signed up for a class, read my friends blogs and now I am posting a blog. So much for cleaning, I need a system to keep the house clean and a husband that thinks that cleaning is a priority not an option. I am a little overwhelmed because I want the entire apartment clean now and the way I like it which would take me about 6-7 hours of non-stop cleaning to get it just right. Who has that kind of time? Okay, the bell has sounded and I am ready for round 1. (good Lord I hope this fight doesn't go all 12 rounds) Pray for me!!!

Just do the Word

I don't have much to say, the title of this blog says it all. I have been meditating on the word all week, and I had to ask myself and you IS THE WORD YOUR FINAL AUTHORITY? If it is then DON'T COMPROMISE even a little bit, what ever your opinion is if the word says otherwise, CHANGE IT. No matter where you are in your faith walk if you know better then it is your responsibility to do better. Hear the word; Apply the word; Read the word; Obey the word. Yahweh has made it simple, tell your flesh to back off!!!!!!!!

Adjustments

I just came from seeing a friend that I have not seen in 6 years and you want to know the first thing I noticed, nothing has changed in her life. This brought me to such a place of grief because I now can see very clearly how life plays out without Yahweh in it. I did my best to talk to her however she has chosen for now to remain the same. I stayed up late last night just thinking while she was sleeping and wondering if she would ever let Yahweh in. This then brought me to a conclusion about myself because when we were talking I had her repeat herself a few times because I did not hear what she had said and she made the comment" Have you gotten deaf in your old age and I replied no you are not speaking loud enough". So this comment keeps playing in my head because for those of you who didn't know in May 2006 the doctor told me I have otoscoleosis which has caused 30% hearing loss in one ear and 35% in the other.

What Yahweh was showing me is that I have made adjustments for this disease. Some of the adjustments are: turning up the TV, asking if the person can repeat, just smiling or laughing when I don't hear what was said, or telling the person you don't realize how low you are speaking. Also, it's not a problem until a comment is made and then I give an excuse and resume normal. How is it that I have a promise of healing and divine health and I find myself not choosing this but the subtle deception of adjustments.

I have advanced in my spiritual life by leaps and bounds this year and yet this hearing problem has been going on for 2yrs. I have been at this place before where I get angry and begin confessing the word and crying out to Yah and praying however this lasts for a couple of weeks or maybe a month and then I let up and adjustments comes right back in. I have a title deed to my healing in the word and yet my house is empty, I have yet to occupy this space. If it is in the word then that means it exists somewhere and it is my job to have the angels bring it to me. I realize that the more I confess the word and plant the word in my heart and send the angels out; they then begin to build a bridge between the spirit and the physical realm. When the bridge is complete then your promise walks across that bridge from the spirit to the natural and manifestation has just taken place.

I declare that this is the last time I am going to be in this place of subtle deception, I am now going to make an adjustment in the spirit and get aggressive about what belongs to me. I am building my bridge and expecting healing to walk over, In the name of my Healer Yahshua ha Moshiach!!!!

The Retreat

There is so much I could say about the retreat, it was absolutely the most spirit-filled couple of days I have ever experienced in my life thus far. The Holy Spirit showed up in all power and the level of obedience on our part was prompt. I love all of my girls, they are truly my friends. You don't get to say that about a lot of people but I can say that about these 5. We accomplished exactly what we set out to accomplish and Yahweh straightened some crooked paths. He provided us with answers that we desparately needed and also left us with some more questions:). I am so grateful for this weekend it allowed me to see a glimpse of what Yahweh has for POC and our own individual lives. I am still resting in his presence and what an awesome place to be. This is where healing, revelation, deliverance, and new beginnings take place. I will never be the same again and that's a great thing!!!!!

Expectancy of this Weekend

This weekend will be the first POC retreat and I am so excited about it. It is 6 of us all together that make up POC. Yahweh has blessed me by putting 5 wonderful women in my life. We will get to spend some time together praying, playing and developing our vision. We are a unique group of women, with different giftings but one common goal and that is to serve Yahweh in spirit and in truth. He creates the vision and we just walk it out. It is an awesome way to live your life knowing you are in the will of Yah and your steps are being ordered daily. I believe Yahweh has planned something marvelous for this weekend above anything we could ask or even think. I know when we return we will all be changed and we will have graduated to a new level in the Holy Spirit and in faith. Until I return................

Workshop at a Homeless Shelter

On Thursday of last week I had an opportunity given by a great woman of Yahweh Ms. Diva to speak at a homeless shelter for women about inner/outer image. I was kind of nervous at first because it seemed as if every time I tried to prepare for the workshop the Holy Spirit would not let me. I got out my notebook and I felt the Lord saying not now. So I went there with some notes I had written a long time ago when I was preparing for this kind of opportunity. I got there and Yahweh just filled my mouth with the words to speak. I didn't even look at my notes.

The women were very interactive and they seemed to really get it when I told them that whatever they feel on the inside reflects the outside and they have to change the inner image of who they are and get a picture of who and where they want to be and focus on that. I also told them if that can't see it then they will never SEE it. Everything comes from your spirit when you physically see it that is because the blue print was already drawn on the inside and then the image was built on the outside. Your hope is the blue print and faith is the builder. If you have no hope faith can't fill it.

I believe the women went away with an understanding that you are not your circumstance or your situation because that is what can be seen, it is what you are trying to birth on the inside of you that is what you are. I likened it to being pregnant you don't know how Yahweh gets all the molecules and things inside your body to operate and form this little person, but you know your pregnant. Your imagination starts to take hold and you are convinced your having a baby, so the same is for everything in your life when you get pregnant with it you have to give birth to it and no one can convince you otherwise. Yahweh has impregnated all of us with something and if we take or vitamins and do the right thing(read the word and listen for instruction) your baby will be born.

For the outer image I gave them a lot of great fashion tips and personal tips like always keep your nails clean and filed, clear polish would be a plus. Also never wear white underwear under white pants, white is never the same shade. They really identified with the nails and about three stories were told about that one involving a lady being caught in a credit card scam because when she went to pay and the cashier noticed her nails and knew she didn't have the money she was spending and called the cops and the lady was arrested. Another was an undercover cop posing as a homeless man and the people noticed he wasn't homeless because his nails were clean. We had great laughs and information was well received.

I believe I received instuction about my image consulting business, it will not be geared toward adults. Yahweh has shown me that it will be a image and style consulting firm that will go to the schools and hold workshops for highschool and college age girls, to help them with their inner image. He has also shown me that I will be a mentor to these girls and young women and they wil come to me for prayer. These workshops will sought after by other schools and states. At the POC Academy this will be a mandatory class for the kids and guess what the best part is, Yahweh has shown me my husband teaching the boys!!!!! I am pregnant with this and I will give birth with all of dear friends as the midwives. My hope is drawing the blueprint.