My Dreams and My Focus

I did not realize it had been so long since I last blogged well here I am. I realized something over the last couple of days I have dreams and I want to realize them however have I let them come out of my mind. As you know I love clothing and everything about it. I would love to dress the whole world if I could, I love to see people looking their best. Now what have I done about it, I have taken a couple of friends shopping, gave advice, had a workshop at a Women's Shelter, and figured out the name of the company. I wonder why you get motivated about something that your passionate about and then it seems to fade.

I have also realized that Yahweh has placed me on the security team at my church to effect certain changes. He has also showed me that I would be close to the pastor's wife and would be traveling with them. These things are beginning to happen and I am very excited and at the same time thinking of what I should be doing next.

My marriage has grown tremendously this year I am beginning to see the prayers that I have prayed come to pass in a mighty way. My husband and I are on on accord with many things that are taking place in our lives and this just thrills me. He has become sweeter as the days go on and Yahshua has broken down that middle wall of separation and he has definetely brought peace to my home. We are now focused on having a family and the intimacy has gone to a new level between us. I feel like a teenager again.

I write all this to say my dreams are to walk out being an effective instrument in the body of Christ, an image/style consultant, an executive security agent, a teen mentor and role model for all women, a mother, a great wife, and a personal trainer.

I also want to be fluent in Spanish, learn Sign language, take Salsa lessons, run a 5k marathon and start bike riding.

I desire life and that more abundantly just as Yahshua promised however that first step in some things just seems hard sometimes and then when you take it you think now what. The answer is really simple, go back to the word and see what Yahweh has to say about it. These things may seem right to me to want to accomplish however I don't make the decisions I follow the directions given. Seek ye first the kingdom, acknowledge him in all your ways, meditate on the word day and night, attend to his words, he always causes us to triumph. Sometimes the best way to take the next step is to focus on what got you there in the first place. The things I would like to do in this life come second to Yahweh's will for me in this life. I am focused and willing to learn my destiny one step of faith at a time and being patient in between steps.

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I just wanted to write something today not even sure what but I just had the urge to blog. I have been noticing things around me seem to be moving in slow motion and it is really weird. It is almost funny because it seems impossible to live in NYC and be slow. However I am beginning to appreciate quiet time and actually requiring it throughout the day. I believe that I am learning how to be still and know that Yahweh is working on my behalf at all times. Casting your cares not a new concept but one that I am operating in to another level. I just don't have any worries and that seems to worry me, how silly is that. You can be so conditioned to being busy and trying to figure out everything for the next month that you can't enjoy today. Well I am going to enjoy today and the next day and the rest of the week. Calm and at rest that is what I am.