Adjustments

I just came from seeing a friend that I have not seen in 6 years and you want to know the first thing I noticed, nothing has changed in her life. This brought me to such a place of grief because I now can see very clearly how life plays out without Yahweh in it. I did my best to talk to her however she has chosen for now to remain the same. I stayed up late last night just thinking while she was sleeping and wondering if she would ever let Yahweh in. This then brought me to a conclusion about myself because when we were talking I had her repeat herself a few times because I did not hear what she had said and she made the comment" Have you gotten deaf in your old age and I replied no you are not speaking loud enough". So this comment keeps playing in my head because for those of you who didn't know in May 2006 the doctor told me I have otoscoleosis which has caused 30% hearing loss in one ear and 35% in the other.

What Yahweh was showing me is that I have made adjustments for this disease. Some of the adjustments are: turning up the TV, asking if the person can repeat, just smiling or laughing when I don't hear what was said, or telling the person you don't realize how low you are speaking. Also, it's not a problem until a comment is made and then I give an excuse and resume normal. How is it that I have a promise of healing and divine health and I find myself not choosing this but the subtle deception of adjustments.

I have advanced in my spiritual life by leaps and bounds this year and yet this hearing problem has been going on for 2yrs. I have been at this place before where I get angry and begin confessing the word and crying out to Yah and praying however this lasts for a couple of weeks or maybe a month and then I let up and adjustments comes right back in. I have a title deed to my healing in the word and yet my house is empty, I have yet to occupy this space. If it is in the word then that means it exists somewhere and it is my job to have the angels bring it to me. I realize that the more I confess the word and plant the word in my heart and send the angels out; they then begin to build a bridge between the spirit and the physical realm. When the bridge is complete then your promise walks across that bridge from the spirit to the natural and manifestation has just taken place.

I declare that this is the last time I am going to be in this place of subtle deception, I am now going to make an adjustment in the spirit and get aggressive about what belongs to me. I am building my bridge and expecting healing to walk over, In the name of my Healer Yahshua ha Moshiach!!!!