Some Thoughts

I have been really in a world wind of thoughts lately, my mind has been out there. I am recognizing that Yahweh really had to do a powerful work in me. I thought if my husband would just change and get on the same page as me then everything would be alright. As I have been letting the Holy Spirit guide me in all situations he has been showing how really immature I was. I have officially come off my high horse and realized that I have faults also( who knew). As a person you tend to look at all the things you are doing right and the other person is doing wrong and magnify the wrong and glorify your good. I rarely stopped to glorify the good because after all you would not be with that person if there were not things you loved about them. It is so funny how when you feel like you are being treated unfairly you can not look past the wrong to the good and wheather you know it or not you make some internal decisions that can really hurt your relationship.
I say all this to say that I am a work in progress and so is my husband, I have to be like Yahshua when he said those that have eyes to see let them see. No longer is my focus what I do so well and what he does not so well but that we are on one accord and Yahshua has broken down the middle wall of separation. I am my husband and he is me, we are one. The more I allow the Holy Spirit to lead me and guide me the more he will because we are one. The more I fault find the more he will because we are one. The more I have a great attitude in a not so great situation the more he will because we are one. The more I love him for no other reason than Yah told me to the more he will because we are one. Remember Yah is not mocked WHATSOEVER YOU SOW THAT YOU WILL ALSO REAP!!! The key word is WHATSOEVER............
Perfect love casts out all fear!!! I have purposed in my heart to fearlessly love my husband in all areas and situations. I am committing to living a care-free life, Jesus wants them anyway so he can have them. This revelation has given me freedom and now my focus is on my desired end and following the instructions to get there. I die daily to self because self is selfish. Now Yahweh's agenda is my only agenda, how sweet it is!!!!!!!!!!!!